Help me im a raging drug addict?

I don't think this is real, of even funny. All my family deals with addictions. Have you ever had to see your uncle pass out on the ground and start to have seizures because he ODed???? Have you ever been chased with a knife by your mom because you wasted her beer. Did your dad leave you for four year cuz he liked doing heroin more then spending time with his family?? I can take a joke, but this isn't funny, because there are some people out there who are really f*cked up. But if, IF its real then.... bless your soul, Haha.